You might wonder; why does someone become an intuitive mentor and reiki master because from what you know of me now, and how genuinely happy and present I am, you’d never guess how much I suffered in my previous years. I truly feel like I’ve been able to be present in my life and expand my levels of happiness I never imagined possible before. visitors.
But, it didn’t always start out that way.
I seem to experience my greatest spiritual lessons and deepen my energetic healing abilities through my own personal experiences and awakenings.
The first rather impactful awakening, happened in 2015 after realizing I was DONE living a life on auto-pilot, full of people-pleasing, needing permission to do what I wanted, and codependency. My self-doubt and lack of self-love and knowing myself really fed into my fears of never being good enough. I didn’t trust myself; I trusted my (then) husband at the time and family more. Once our second son was born in 2015, I was living my dream life as a stay-at-home mother, and I truly felt my new circumstances would make me happy, in reality, I had NEVER felt so empty and unhappy as I did then. It was such a hard time for me, I was unable to enjoy and be present in life, even though I felt like I should be happy. Maybe you’ve experienced that lost feeling before too? Or feeling like you “should” be happy, but aren’t? Around my son’s first birthday I decided I was fed up with looking outside of myself for validation, happiness, and answers because it sure wasn’t working. I began to search for answers and seek long-term healing. That’s when I decided to return to my spiritual roots and finish my Reiki Mastership, work on developing my intuition so I could once again connect with Angels and Spirits, and finally listen and hear myself like never before.
I dived deeply into self-healing with Reiki, journaling, sound therapy, forgiveness work, crystal healing, angelic therapy, and more. Ultimately, I realized my dream was to open my own healing business and help others uncover their spiritual gifts while ditching self-doubt, leaving behind codependence, people-pleasing, and living life on autopilot.
Fast forward a few years later and I found myself going through a lengthy, heart-breaking divorce. The only difference here, with this awakening, was that I was fully prepared. When the anxiety, exhaustion, and depression hit this time I knew what tools worked for me. Have you ever noticed in times of great stress, when we think we have healed, we seemingly haven’t? Another illness occurs, or do old habits rise to the surface? That is because much of that stressful, past trauma is deeply encoded in our cells and our body reverts back to old patterns and habits as that is what our body knows and recognizes as safe. For me, and my clients, that is truly the beauty of Reiki and practices like meditation. Reiki and meditation bring these “issues” to the surface to shed light on what needs deep healing so we can recognize when we start to revert and we make another choice; we seek healing. We go to therapy, Reiki, meditation classes, a yoga class---etc, so we heal even deeper and experience longer lasting happiness, and peace.
Here are my two amazing baby boys. Brayden is 10 and Emmett is 7. In 2018 we also welcomed a baby girl, Josefina. They are the light and laughter of my heart. In 2020 I met my current husband and we’ve been building a new norm for us ever since! Manifesting a wonderful man is a whole other story to share another time! 😊 As a family we enjoy time at the beach, going to the park or greenway, cooking together, eating, reading, crafting, and playing board games. I personally also enjoy swimming in the ocean, reading, writing, meditating, taking bubble baths, and watching below deck or love island.